Chapter 196: How much do you hate me?
Chapter 196: How much do you hate me?
So he looked on as she walked away, but he just couldn't bear to let her walk away like that. She was his girlfriend, and he had to accept whatever blame she would place on him.
Therefore, he went to meet her as she walked. And when he got to her side, he grabbed her by her hands and said "Alright. I did that to you, Olivia. Please forgive me. Find a place in your heart to forgive me. Such would never ever happen again, I promise"
One just couldn't blame Alex for admitting to what he didn't do. He just had to say this as Olivia would never ever believe that the energy was not under his control or influence. Who would believe such? How would an energy that one didn't cultivate find it way into one's energyhouse and remain there without returning to the realmverse? It was impossible and would sound stupid to anyone that heard it. Besides, even if it did gather in one's energyhouse by some strange means, but since one didn't cultivate it, how would it move and transmit into another person's body without that person's influence?
But she wouldn't know that Alex's body was a type never before seen in any record. It had the ability to seize control or circulation of just about any energy that he comes in contact with.
So Alex said that, trying to man up to the despicable act that he did, Olivia didn't respond. She only tried to remove her hand from Alex's firm grip. But she couldn't.
Seeing that Olivia wasn't responding, Alex decided to ask "On a scale of ten to ten thousand, how much do you hate me?"
Olivia finally looked at him and then said "Alex, I don't hate you. I only intensely disliked what you did to me. Although, I did hate you moments ago when you were thrusting into me with your thing and in a selfish manner. But I have forgiven you now, as you have manned up to tell me the truth that you did that to me. But I just can't believe that you would actually do that to me. I am all yours and till the end. Why couldn't you exercise a bit of control till the time that I would surrender my body to you for you to pounce on and impact to your satisfaction? Anyways, apart from admitting to what you did, I just can't bring myself to hate you. But that doesn't mean you should be shameless around me. If you dare ask me for sex, I wouldn't hesitate in using my sword on you. I will behead you. I am seriously capable of doing that"
Alex only smiled wryly.
He nodded his head, and then asked in an affectionate tone "Can I hug you? If truly that you have forgiven me, you would allow me have a simple hug, right?"
"Why would I want to hug a rapist? " Olivia gazed at him and then asked in a disdainful tone.
"Huh?" Alex was taken aback by what she said.
"Come on, Olivia. You can't call me that" Alex said in a pained tone.
"Why?" Olivia asked with indifferent eyes.
"Why?" Alex asked back. Then he said "Because I am your boyfriend, your lover, your future husband"
"No, I can't give you a hug because you are a cold-hearted rapist. You raped me. How quick that you have forgotten" Olivia said.
Alex didn't know what to say again.
"But you enjoyed it and didn't tell me to stop" Alex said.
"What?!" Olivia asked in a shocked tone.
She gazed at him in an indescribable manner, and then turned her eyes away. She then continued to walk into the distance.
"Where exactly are you going to?" Alex asked as he walked by her side.
"None of your damned business" Olivia said.
"Olivia, you can't be giving me the cold shoulders." Alex said in a complaining tone.
"Haha. Why? Because I am your girlfriend? Don't you forget what you did to me. I believe you know that you deserve more than the cold shoulders. I don't think that you know that you have ruined my reputation and have destroyed my purity." Olivia said.
Alex shook his head horribly and only walked by her side silently.
He knew that he deserved more than that for what he did to her. But he could no way he blamed for it.
Recalling something, Alex said "Um... Olivia, I believe that you know that you are carrying my.. um.. my seed. So you can't be treating the father of your unborn child in this manner"
Although he said this, he didn't actually mean it. Why would he want a child when he has thousands of extremely difficult things to be done. He only said it to see what Olivia's reaction would be. Perhaps saying that would let her realize how important he is to her. So he felt.
Olivia eyes widened with shock from what he said. Then she gazed at him unbelievably.
"What? You think I am going to actually produce a child for you. In your dreams, you bastard. I am going to flush your seed out. Although I would want a child, but not right now, and not from you. I have so many objectives to achieve before giving birth to a child." Olivia said. Then she continued, looking at him like she didn't care about the painful thing that she said "And Alex, please stop following me. However, if you want to follow me, you should keep mute. I am tired of discussing stupid and meaningless topics with you."
"Huh?! Okay" Alex said in a way that a great degree of unhappiness could be sensed in his tone. Then he turned away to walk in another direction.
Seeing that Alex had begun to walk in another direction, Olivia asked in a surprised tone "Mister, where are you going to?"
"Somewhere that you shouldn't be really concerned about" Alex replied without looking at her and even increased his walking pace.
Olivia's eyes widened in surprise from Alex's response, then she gave a mischievous smile.
"Alright. Keep going" Olivia said.
Alex nodded and continued to walk away.
Witnessing that Alex didn't even turn his head to look at her, Olivia's mind roiled. He was actually walking away. Although she didn't mean what she said, she only said that to make him feel sad and to annoy him.
Then she called out his name and said "Alex! you are actually walking away on me? You are frigging unbelievable."
Alex then stopped to look at her. Then he said "Well, you told me to stop following you. Or if I want to follow you, I should keep mute. I chose the former. I can't keep mute. I am not a mute. Besides, why did you call me? You should go on your way while I go on mine" Alex said.
Hearing what Alex said, Olivia knew that Alex was pretty angry. What she said must have hurt him to the bottom of his heart. Then she went to meet him where he stood and said, holding his hands "Alex, I was only kidding. I am sorry if what I said made you sad and unhappy"
"It's okay. You don't need to apologize. I am the one who wronged you and should be apologizing" Alex said.
Olivia smiled and nodded.
Then she placed her hands on his face and said "Alright. So, What's the way forward from here?"