I Can Hear a Serial Killer's Voice in My Head

For the next few days, I barely leave my desk. My world narrows down to the glowing screen of my computer and the stack of documents beside me. I meticulously type up every piece of evidence, every connection, every testimony. The familiar buzz of the precinct fades into white noise as I lose myself in the task.

Coffee cups pile up, takeout containers litter my desk. Colleagues give me curious glances, but I hardly notice. My mind is consumed with organizing the intricate web of information I've uncovered.

Finally, after what feels like both an eternity and no time at all, I lean back in my chair, rubbing my tired eyes. It's done. Every scrap of evidence, every theory, every connection - it's all there, laid out in a comprehensive report.

With a mix of exhaustion and anticipation, I gather the printed report and make my way to Han's office. I knock softly, my heart pounding.

"Come in," Han's voice calls out.

I enter, placing the thick stack of papers on his desk. "It's all here, Han. Everything I've found."

Han looks at the report, then back at me, noting my disheveled appearance. "You look like you haven't slept in days."

I manage a weak smile. "Probably because I haven't."

Han nods, picking up the report. "Alright. Give me the overview."

For the next hour, I walk Han through the key points of my investigation. I explain the connections between Choi, the church, and the prison. I detail the testimonies from Lee, Heo, and Kang. I lay out the evidence of Choi's case manipulation over the years.

When I finish, Han is silent for a long moment, his brow furrowed in concentration. Finally, he speaks. "This is... comprehensive. And deeply troubling if it's all true."

"It is," I assert. "I've triple-checked everything."

Han nods slowly. "Okay. Here's what we're going to do. I'm going to assemble a small team - our best detectives. We're going to go through all of this with fresh eyes."

"How long will that take?" I ask, trying to keep the impatience out of my voice.

"A few days, at least," Han replies. "We need to be thorough. If we're going to move against someone like Choi, we can't afford any mistakes."

I nod, understanding the need for caution even as I feel the urgency of the situation.

Han continues, "In the meantime, I want you to keep a low profile. Don't do anything that might tip off Choi or anyone else. Understood?"

"Yes, sir," I reply, feeling a mix of relief and frustration.

***

I sit at my desk, absently flipping through case files. The waiting is excruciating, but it gives me time to grapple with a troubling revelation I've been avoiding.

My father's notes about his experiences with the demonic voices have opened up a whole new set of questions. Questions I'm not sure I'm ready to face.

My father spent countless hours researching, reaching out to people with similar experiences. Most of them, he found through the church where Choi grew up. It's as if the place was a magnet for those tormented by voices in their heads. And the more I learned, the more unsettled I became.

Everyone's experience was different, according to my father's journal. Some heard whispers, others full-blown conversations. Some were tormented by evil urgings, while others claimed to receive guidance or insight. But not a single case he found mentioned hearing the voices of serial killers, like I do with Bundy and others.

What's really bothering me, though, is the pattern I've noticed in some cases. There were instances where the voices claimed they wanted to "help" their hosts. And in some cases, they actually did provide assistance or valuable information.

If some of these malevolent entities can disguise themselves as helpful, what does that mean for me? For Bundy and the other killer voices I hear?

I've always assumed that because they were the voices of known killers, they couldn't be as evil as the demonic entities my father described. But what if that's exactly what makes them more dangerous? What if their familiar identities, their offers of help in solving cases, are just a more sophisticated form of deception?

The possibility is terrifying. Have I been unwittingly playing into some dark force's hands all this time? Have I been manipulated, just like my father was by Choi?

I lean back in my chair, the urge to call out to Bundy rising within me. For a moment, I consider it - maybe he could shed some light on this, maybe he knows something about the nature of these voices.

But as quickly as the thought comes, I dismiss it. What's the point? Bundy, if he even responds, will just claim ignorance. He'll deflect, or make some sarcastic comment, or simply refuse to engage. And even if he does offer an explanation, how could I possibly trust it?

Moreover, I realize with a start, Bundy has been uncharacteristically quiet lately. In the past, he'd often chime in with unsolicited comments or insights, particularly during intense moments of the investigation. But recently... silence.

I sit at my desk, my fingers drumming an anxious rhythm on the worn surface. The urge to call out to Bundy, to demand answers about his recent silence, is almost overwhelming. But doubt holds me back. Is engaging with him a risk I'm willing to take?

Before I can make a decision, my phone buzzes. It's a message from Han: "Meeting in my office. Now."

Relief and anxiety war within me as I stand, straightening my jacket. As I make my way to Han's office, I push thoughts of Bundy aside. I need to focus.

I knock on Han's door, then enter. The room is crowded with familiar faces - the team Han assembled to review my evidence. Their expressions are a mix of seriousness and... is that excitement?

Han gestures for me to take a seat. "Good, you're here. We've finished our review."

I lean forward, my heart pounding. "And?"

Han takes a deep breath. "Your work is impressive, no doubt about it. The connections you've made, the evidence you've gathered - it's all solid. But..."

My stomach drops. "But?"

"But there are still some holes," one of the other detectives, Kim, chimes in. "Areas where the evidence is circumstantial at best."

I nod slowly, trying to hide my disappointment. "I see. Does that mean we can't launch an investigation?"

Han shakes his head. "Not necessarily. The evidence is strong enough to warrant further inquiry. But we need to be strategic about how we proceed."

"What do you suggest?" I ask, hope rekindling.

Han leans back in his chair, his fingers steepled. "I think our best bet is to start with the church. The connections between Choi, the church, and the prison where Lee was serving are too obvious to ignore. If we dig there, I think we're likely to find more concrete evidence."

I nod, memories of my own investigations into the church flashing through my mind. "That makes sense. The church seems to be at the center of a lot of this."

"Exactly," Han agrees. "And we have an advantage there. I have a close friend working at the prison. He might be able to provide us with inside information about the church's involvement."

"That could be crucial," I lean forward, my voice low. "What about Choi himself? Should we be monitoring him?"

Han exchanges glances with the other detectives. "We're considering it. But surveillancing a Senior Superintendent... it's risky. We need to be absolutely sure before we take that step."

I nod, understanding the gravity of what we're considering. Investigating one of our own, especially someone as high-ranking as Choi, is no small matter.

"So what's our next move?" I ask, eager to take action.

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Han stands, signaling the end of the meeting. "For now, we continue our normal duties. But each of us will be assigned specific areas to investigate quietly. We'll meet regularly to share what we find."

As the other detectives file out, Han catches my eye. "You've done good work here," he says quietly. "But remember, from here on out, we're in uncharted territory. Be careful. Trust no one outside this room."

As I step out of Han's office, my mind buzzing with the implications of our meeting, a sudden, unfamiliar voice cuts through my thoughts.

"Hello, Detective," it says, its tone smooth and chilling. "I believe it's time we had a chat."

I freeze mid-step, my blood running cold. This isn't Bundy. It's not any of the other voices I've grown accustomed to hearing. This voice is new, and there's something about it that sends shivers down my spine.

"Who..." I begin to think, but the voice interrupts.

The voice pauses, letting the weight of its words sink in. Then, it continues, each word dripping with malevolent glee:

"Who am I? Oh, Detective... I'm the shadow that's been haunting your nightmares. The phantom that's driven your every move since that fateful night."

My breath catches in my throat as the voice continues, its tone becoming more sinister.

"I'm the one who watched the light fade from your father's eyes. The one who savored your mother's last breath. I'm the architect of your pain, the author of your lifelong quest."